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January 19th, 2005

02:29 pm - KITTY! You scored as Couch Potato Cat. Decorative pillow? No, that'd be you sitting on the couch, even still. Hmm. . . I'm guessing you have Web TV. </td> Couch Potato Cat 75% Pissed at the World Cat 33% Derranged Cat 33% Drunk Cat 25% Love Machine Cat 25% Ninja Cat 17% Nerd Cat 0% Which Absurd Cat are you? created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: morose

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January 5th, 2005

07:50 pm - Grip. I feel like I have no contol over anything right now. Its like I'm running so fast and in a few seconds I'm going to crash into the brick wall that I cannot see. So many questions keep buzzing around in my head. So much has changed and is changing. I don't know anything anymore. I feel so uneasy and I'm just waiting for the shit to hit the fan. Current Mood: confused

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January 1st, 2005

05:27 pm - 2 thousand and 5 How crazy is that!? I'm rather disappointed I must say. There are no flying cars or any of that cool... shit. But New Years was fun. Went to a little party with Tim. Got my first "New Years Count Down Kiss". Lovely. Except Tim needs to learn how to hold a champagne glass steady so it doesn't spill ;-). Now I havta get used to writing 2005. New Years Resolution: Keep track of my own clothes so Hilary stops putting holes in them... Part 2 of resolution- actually keep resolution. Ok Goodbye... Happy new year! Current Mood: bit tired Current Music: Some TV show making fun of Britney Spears.

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December 24th, 2004

06:06 pm - Get Out... I'm so sick of my dad. He's constantly on my back about the fact that I "have no compassion for anyone but myself". Fuck off. He doesn't know the half of what's going on in my head. I'm so sorry that I havn't been waiting on him hand and foot while he's been sick, thats why my mom's been home. Atleast I havn't spent the last 3 nights and days at my friends houses like Hilary. Just want to be left alone. Current Mood: pissed off

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December 20th, 2004

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December 18th, 2004

08:51 pm - Spanglish Last couple days have zipped by... a weekend has not felt this short in a while. Thursday night.. hung out with Tim and his buddies. Watched some crazy kung fu soccer movie(Effie I cannot believe you know what I'm talking about). Then Friday I did not go to school... I love dual enrollment. Tim and I went x-mas shopping lol. Crossed a few people off my list and the silly boy knocked all the calendars over, then we saw Spanglish at night. Cute movie... Adam Sandler should have had a bigger part. Got home at 2:30 AMish, I lose quite a bit of sleep cause of that boy haha. Today I didn't havta ref... thank goodness! Me and Effie went over to Boca Mall, I hate going into clothing stores when I can buy nothing... such a tease. Got Jackie a present. Stupendous! Ok I'm done. Current Mood: pleasant Current Music: Yellow, Coldplay

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December 17th, 2004

10:30 am - Break Your Leg I don't like that it's raining right now. It's cold rain so it's not good to run around in anyway. Otherwise I'm happy for the most part. :-) Current Mood: calm Current Music: Blink 182 song from JPTV stuck in my head

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December 9th, 2004

07:47 pm - Shoe Lace ~My house is absolutely FREEZING, what is this!? ~2 weeks til winter break! ~I feel like an idiot. ~FSU sent me a x-mas card. ~I need to get my surfboard into water. ~I miss Jackie. Why is there such a lack of free time? ~I want to go ice skating really badly. I miss it so much. I wish I could still do a sit spin. ~...when i look down I just miss all the good stuff when I look up I just trip over things... Current Mood: giddy Current Music: As Is, Ani Difranco

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December 2nd, 2004

08:45 pm - Empty the Purse... ~This week has dragged on longer than any other week so far this year. ~I got my new surfboard today... and guess what... there's absolutely no surf. ~"I'm tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here." -John Mayer ~Senior year is really expensive. ~Soccer is the best. I'm so sore. ~Why is everyone so... plastic? ~Why is it that when you actually want to find someone, nobody shows up... but when you don't, you have options? ~There is a serious shortage of people who are real and deep. How did we get to this point of being so shallow? ~When I'm older, I will name my cat(s) after celebs... Calista Flockhart, Thierry Henry, Olivier Martinez. ~I really want to know what Hilary did in order to start being sent to a shrink. ~I WILL start running on days I don't have soccer. ~"The future is no place for your better days." -Dave Matthews Band Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Mean Girls

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November 27th, 2004

10:18 am - Racoons Last night I went to Effies, then Jackie came by so we could give her her bday presents. It was nice and cool out and the moon was full, so we just sat outside. Effie loved her presents! Marvelous! Then her dogs started sensing some weird force or something and barking at it. Jackie got completely freaked out and decided she needed to leave. So I took her home and we ended up going on a little joyride. We drove down to my old neighborhood, and on the way out a lunatic racoon runs out into the middle of the street! I ended up hitting it and we heard 2 loud thuds. I was so freaked out... atleast it wasn't a cat. Then we were at a stoplight and these two ugly fat guys in the car next to us kept whistling and stuff, and yelling, "Hey, you're cute!" We kept ignoring them which somehow lead them to believe we were young. Weird. But now the front of the car has like a piece falling off of it cause of that stupid racoon. Current Mood: amused Current Music: The Little Rascals

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November 26th, 2004

06:31 pm - Ring around the moon... This is what I saw last night after my soccer practice. Pretty eh? Current Mood: Really shouldnt drink milk. Current Music: What You Waiting for?

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November 21st, 2004

12:00 am - Oh Beauty. I found my infinate abyss... its past the dead end of Loxahatchee. I've never been so overwhelmed with that much beauty. It made my stomach flutter. It's days like these and places like those that make it all worth while. If only we'd had a camera. Current Mood: Amazed!

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November 18th, 2004

02:31 pm - QUIZ! Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque Your Name Superhero Name The Armadillo Super Power Ability To Fly Enemy Michael Jackson Mode Of Transportation Cadillac With Rims Weapon Vinyl Records Quiz created with MemeGen! Current Mood: Shitty. Current Music: Split Screen Sadness

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November 15th, 2004

10:13 pm - Marsupilami LOOK IT'S EFFIE!!!!!

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03:07 pm - Chaos Theory “There is no such thing as chance, only patterns we do not understand.” Life is a serious of dominoes. One thing happens causing another and another. We cannot stop it. Something as small as the flutter of a butterflies wings can cause a typhoon halfway around the world. That's enough to get you thinking. It's a vicious cycle. Things change, shit happens. You finally get comfortable in life, then everything changes. Nothing will ever be the same again. Its a hard thing to learn that you can't control your world. You can't make things better. There's only forward... one day at a time. That's life. Current Mood: blah

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November 13th, 2004

02:37 am - It's 2:38 What a good day it was. ~Stayed home from school. ~Went out to breakfast with the family. ~Made Molly's bday present and dyed my hair back to normal. ~Went to work. ~Got a pay check I shouldn't have. ~Visited Jackie dearest pie. ~Went and saw Beauty and the Beast with Effie. They are truly amazing. I never expected a show like that from high schoolers. Justin u havta tell me how the rose thing was done once we graduate. ~Went to Molly's party. Was fun. ~Very relaxing. ~Listened to a whole bunch of people sing in spanish. 5 of us sat on this one couch the majority of the time. I was smooshed up next to Jon. It's fun to be snuggled up with people when you're tired. ~We layed on the driveway of Molly's house and looked at the stars after she kicked us out. ~Got home at like 2:30. ~Good times. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Narcolepsy

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November 7th, 2004

09:49 am - Why do we do this to ourselves? Friday night, Jackie, Effie, and I, went first to coldstone then for a little drive. All of us had an incresibly uneasy feeling, which we couldn't put our finger on. Then Jackie suggests showing us this abandoned house over on Coral Hills. I didn't know what to expect, but as soon as we got there my heart rate quickened a little. It wasn't just a house, it was a mansion! It was enormous on this huge lot of land, and the weirdest part about it was the windows were all glowing. Then we noticed an old, run down barn on the property. The windows were all boarded up and we got completely freaked out. Keep in mind it was really dark out and there was no moon or stars to be seen. We sped off as fast as we could to a place with much more light. Then Effie suggests we go drive around in Parkland, cause thats anothing creepy area at night. We get there and decide to drive down Loxahatchee Road. Now, this road is not any good to drive down at night. It's long, dark, and never ending. First we drove to the right, which brought us out onto some main road, so we turned around. This way was deserted, there were absolutely no cars and every so often a random black road would show up on the left. There was nothing there but mills and nurserys. We drove and drove and all we could see was a soft blinking light at the end. When we finally got there... DEAD END! You don't want to have to stop on that road, but we had to, then turn around. Scary! I think we ran into 3 dead ends that night. Oh what a creepy night. Current Mood: scared

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November 3rd, 2004

06:46 pm - Stuff... Ok here it is -Kerry lost :-( -I got a new job, I swear they're handed to me on a silver platter with garnish. -I got my debit card with the visa logo today. I just better be careful, that thing's a weapon. -I got my fsu acceptance letter... my momma wants to frame it. -I'm excited for the weekend. -"...disfigured son of lunatics." -My face is still peeling. -Ok goodbye. Current Mood: nerdy Current Music: Motorcycle Driveby, Third Eye Blind

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October 28th, 2004

10:48 pm - YAYYYY!!! I GOT INTO FSU!!!! Current Mood: ecstatic

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October 27th, 2004

07:23 pm - Speed You’re too busy for yourself, Yet you’re moving too fast to notice, You’ve exceeded the speed of the world, And it’s such a shame. You ignore the wind, It blows through your hair, As if trying to get your attention, Yet you don’t see it. You don’t see any of it, The stars twinkle in the heavens, Like a warning signal, You’re headed for a terrible collapse. There’s more beauty than you know, You just need to open your eyes, And realize that the world is not only gray, But it’s a magnificent disarray of color. Current Mood: inspired

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